sometimes it happened that your love is some where near you, but your thinking takes them away from you…..its all matter of realization………the sooner you realize……..the better it is…..

even now when i sometimes remember those heart stealing memories
those sweet moments we spent together,
i forget myself
like i was something different before
and now i am different
like i was something bad
like i was meaningless

i have lost it forever now
couldn’t find it again
something i deserved
and now its no longer my own

i wish could have stopped him once
i wish i could have poured my heart out
i wish my words could be heard
without uttering them

i wish my heart could speak
speak all what i felt
i wish i could say all in a one go
i wish it could be understood

i spoke and did all i could
my mind did hear them
but my words were not loud enough
he didn’t hear what i wanted to say

if i could say i would never let you go
and be mine and only mine…forever and ever
he refused to even look at me
am i so not worthy of it?
am i so undeserving that
my follies couldn’t ever be forgiven even once

“”isn’t it strange that when have so much pain in your heart and you wanna talk, the only person who can stop you from crying is exactly the same person who made you cry””

there are two things in life which are even more tragic than death
1. your love loves you and you don’t know it
2. you love does not love you and you know it